Lolita Wolf's Predictions & Predilections

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I grok cock

November 8th, 2006 · 2 Comments

Sometimes you just want bio cock. This was evident when I wrote about Marcus and Me at Dark Odyssey. I totally grok the need for bio cock. Dildos, fingers and hands are all very good but sometimes nothing but a bio cock will satisfy you.

After my last breakup, in an effort to not get caught up in a rebound relationship, I forswore all bio cock for one full year. Unfortunately, while jerking off, I found myself all too often fantasizing about my ex’s bio cock. These fantasies were more emotionally unhealthy than any rebound relationship could ever be.

So I raided my stockpiles of porn and began a new regimen of reading while jerking off. I made a rule that there would be no more fantasizing about the ex. I immersed myself in back issues of Bound & Gagged and kept david stein’s Carried Away as my bedside reader.

Recently I have been allowing myself to jerk off to my own fantasies once again. I let my mind wander at will. I never fantasize about my ex anymore. That really finally is in the past. I’ve got a bunch of new fantasies now. And I have been busy gathering some fresh fodder. Yippee!

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  • Anonymous

    I have been reading your blog on and off for a while now. I was introduced through Jefferson’s site. I have become quite the fan of yours over the last couple weeks. But now that you used the word grok, i am officaly a lolita lover.
    Robert Heinlein forever.

  • Anonymous

    Amen sister.

    -raises coffee cup to the joys of bio cock-