Lolita Wolf's Predictions & Predilections

As I mentioned in this post, I made a mistake at the IMsL Celebrity Auction. I was rushed to start the event early, and in the rush, got a little mixed up, and I forgot to auction off one of the celebrities. That celebrity was Blue, one of my leather family members and someone with whom I am very close. Oops!

I apologized to Blue. I felt bad. We had already planned a play date together. We always play when we are in the same city. I offered to bottom instead of topping as we had earlier agreed.

I haven’t been bottoming much lately. Yes, some erotic spanking, some bondage, some D/s, but no big pain pig scenes. After my breakup with the ex (yes, that ex), I was bottoming a lot and doing some really heavy stuff. I was craving it and needing it. It came from my gut. Lately, not so much. I think I went through a heavy bottoming phase there for a while and that was a good thing for me then. I don’t feel that I need it so much now.

So, I was a bit nervous about bottoming to Blue. I have done some of my heaviest scenes with him. I trusted him. It was just me I wasn’t sure of.

So we found a cross and he flogged me and he made me cry. And then we hung out.